It has been one of the most devastating week i have had for quite awhile.
Many times i wanted to quit but i will tell myself to push on.
This time round, it was too much for me to bear.
Mental broke down a few times.
Dreading to sleep to wake up to another day full of misery.
Thought of giving up has been on my mind every now and then.
Just another few more weeks and i cant seem to hang on already.
Most disappointing thing is with myself.
Time and again it has happened.
Been trying but never have i been able to get things right for once.
Always have been screwing up.
Never for once was i able to accomplish what i had aimed for.
Half way, i would just blank out and screw up somewhere.
Cant let this go on for any longer before i start to hate myself even more.
Need some readjustments to my head.
Got to stop thinking of all the nonsensical thoughts.
Before it takes over me, whole.
Have to start getting myself back.